a friend of a friend wants to borrow my copy of “the help.” normally, when someone asks to borrow a book, i have no problem sharing. but there were a few emotions involved in my response to this friend of a friend’s request:
1. my copy of “the help” was given to me as a gift and has a special note on the front page.
2. the copy is hard-back with dust cover. i don’t like my dust cover getting all bent up and yucky.
3. i don’t know the person asking to borrow my book.
so, no problem, right? i’m just being selfish and weird about my book.
but seriously… what if this person dog-ears my pages? what if they spill coffee on it? what if they take it to the beach? or read by the pool and get it all sweaty and yucky? what if their kid uses it as a step-stool? what if their dog chews it? what if they read it in the bathtub and drop it in?! (yes, ridiculous, but you never know!)
chances are, my book will be fine. it’s just a book afterall. but it’s a favorite. and, in telling this brief story to becky and jess, i realized that because my copy is a favorite, i’m having a hard time sharing.
i guess i can be like that with other things, especially new favorite things… like climbing gear, my tent, sleeping bag, etc.,
and not to be all deep and spiritual, but i really have asked God to take that selfish feeling away… the feeling that makes me think it’s mine because it’s really not. it’s His and He has blessed me with it, so i’m asking Him to help me learn how to keep blessing others, even with new or favorite things.
what are some things you have a hard time sharing?
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