can't sleep.
trying to be productive at 1:30am is not wise.
hitch to install... u-haul trailer to reserve... packing to be done... friends that won't call back... jammed packed schedule for the next 4 days... many many thoughts and feelings surfacing. grrrr!
i'm supposed to be excited about moving back to florida? really? wish i felt that way.
orlando is not attractive to me today. nor was it yesterday. maybe it will be once i arrive. maybe i need to leave this mpd season in nc behind and remember that God has not left me. he is not playing some cruel game with my heart.
things i long for will not magically disappear. i must push them aside. they will live in the backseat of my mind until dust is dispelled and sun flickers hope upon them once more.
this world has nothing for me and this world has everything. all that i could want and nothing that i need. ~caedmon's call
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the Lord has such good things for you. walk in them. miss you.
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